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:: Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ::
Hey Guys,
How are you? I'm pretty good. Today Sera and I went to PDC. It was fun. Her dog cracks me up. She's so smart! I also spent some time with my mom, which was fun. Mostly, I'm waiting for my new softwear to come in so that I can get back to writting. I need to. I have so many ideas that need a funnel out. LOL. Sorry this is a sort message. I'm kind of tired. I'll write more later.
:: Abby 9:27 PM [+] ::
:: Saturday, July 10, 2004 ::
Hey Friends,
How are you this week. I am good. I got invited to a party a couple of towns away. I don't know if I am going to go though. I'm kind fo enoying just being lazy. I ordered the software I've been talking about buying. I've been getting a lot of things done. I wrote my resignation letter for the college. Since I graduated I can't work there anymore. If you aren't taknig classes, then you can't work there. I really don't feel any remorse or regret in being done with that job. To be perfectly honest, it is a relief. I am feeling better slowly but surely from my allergies as well. So, things are really looking up.
Mostly I am looking forward to moving. I know that it will be a massive change. I know that it will not be easy, but I am ready. I feel like I am standing at the edge of a sunrise waiting for the daytime of my life to begin. My adventure begings and the winds of change blow in my direction.
I miss Sera, but I am so glad that she is going to get to go to Japan and live out her dreams. She deserves it. I'm so proud of how strong she is being about her husband having to go to training. They have a strong marriage. Someday, I hope to have a marriage that secure.
Well, last night Lacee came over. It was good to see her. I sort of loose touch with people when I go to camp. It's funny really. But, she sprang her ankle at her parents house. We just watched Mooseport and talked til 2am.
I'll write more soon. Have a wonderful week. talk to you soon.
:: Abby 11:13 AM [+] ::
:: Tuesday, July 06, 2004 ::
Hey Friends,
How are you guys today? I'm good actually. A long break from camp has done me a world of good. Let's see, Friday I hung out with my family. Sat Tara came over in the morning and we talked a lot about LA and about x-boyfriends. She just needed to grip, and we've all been there so it's no big deal. Then I went down to the square in Canyon and helped my parents with their stand for a bit. You know, for a hobby they make great money at it. Then I went to Andy's house around 3pm. We had on okay time catching up. We went to dinner and the drive in. Just in case anyone is worried that I'm getting back with him, I'm not. (( Lacee I promise I'm not)). I just wanted to go out, and everyone else was out of town. Don't worry. He was completely pathetic all night. He brought up "my mom said" or " my mom thinks" or "my mom told me" God I've never been so glad to get away from his mom. He's still a bad kisser. *sigh* God I wish there were better men in this town. Spider Man 2 and White Chicks were shoing at the drive in. Spider man was actually pretty good. White Chicks was the dumbest movie I have ever seen. Then Sun, I went to church with my parents. I still wish I had a church to go to that I liked better. Their church bother's me. They have strob lights and and it's a big show. I like the newer music. That's not what bothers me. It's hard to explain how it's all a show unless you've been there. It's hard to get in the worship spirit and truly listen and be open to what the pastor is saying when you don't trust him because you feel like it's a song and dance. The old razzle dazzle. Then yesterday, I chilled, watched movies, did laundry, and cleaned the house a bit. This mornign I am fighting having to go back with everything. Hahaha..
I might have done a cruel thing though. Part of me wishes that I hadn't... the other part of me says that I did the right thing to protect myself. There was this guy that I met online. I never meet guys online. We seemed to really enjoy e-mailing a lot. He seemed like a nice guy. He sent me a photo that was obiously a model shot. It was an extremely sex picture, but it wasn't a home shot... or something that I could really trust. How do I know it's really him. I know that I probably should have been more trusting. But, honestly, I started getting this gut feeling that someone wasn't right. But, I still really was interested in getting to know him better. He kept pushing me for a picture. But, he hadn't given me one that I could trust to be real. So, I was kind of scard about giving him a pic. So, I intionally choice one that would probably scare him away. I feel terrible about that. But, I don't know who he really is. Plus, he told me that he's in death of a sales man at UT. But, a friend of mine who goes there as well says that they don't know this person.. and if they are both theatre majors. That scares me that they wouldn't know each other. I guess that's why I sent him a pic that makes me look really young. Yes, I did it on purpose. My friends are kicking him hard core. I didn't really mean to scare him away. I just wanted to test him. I wanted to know if he was lying to me. Shawn told me that here wasn't a Jake in the department. You have to admit that's a little hard to ignore. But, at any rate, it doens't matter now that I really did want to get to know him better. He quit writting me. All for the best I think. I'm moving soon. Best to leave with the fewest attachments as possible. If he is for real, and if he does look like.. for one.. I could kick Shawn.. but .. if he is real.. then he will make some girl extremely happy beause he's got it all. He's got the great personality and a great look about him. I do wish him the best.
Well, back to Camp Hell for me. We're done on the 23rd of July. Praise the Lord. I am so glad that it's almost over. Three weeks to ago. that's not much. Well, I'll write more next week.
Until then, have a wonderful day.
:: Abby 5:46 AM [+] ::
:: Saturday, June 26, 2004 ::
Happy Birthday to ME ...Happy Birthday to Me....Happy Birthday dear... MEEEEE.. Happy Birthday to ME!
Hello All,
How have you been. I've been pretty good. I got a good tan this week. Although I've got to start wearing shirts with no sleeves so that I don't have a farmers tan. LOL. This week was pretty good. I was working day camp. So, parents were obnoscious. One mom stayed with her kid all week, and she did all the activities with her. These kids were 8 years old. Can we say that she needs to cut the umbilical cord. LOL. But, over all it went well. The staff seemed to get along this week. I got to feeling much better. The kids were fun. There was only one really gross thing that happened. One of the program Aides stuck her hang in the latrine (( basically a rockett toliet that doesn't flush)) and then she ran around sticking her hands on people because she thought it would be funny. Thank God she didn't tough me. But, I had to sanitize everyone she touched. Man, her and I had a talk about cleanlyness. I never though I would have to talk to a kid about not sticking their hands in other people's waste materials. Ewe!
So, I am getting so completely excited about moving to LA. I'm exciting about talking to the agents down there. I'm excited about the list I've got. I'm excited about getting my screen plays out there. I'm just excited about the change. There's this councelor that goes by the name of Happy at camp. Her real name is Tara. She might be moving with me. That would be nice to not have to go on this adenture alone. But, either way I"m going.
For fathers day last weekend, we had a good time. We cooked steaks for my dad and I bought him a new tackle box because he needed one. His old one broke. He seemed to like it.
Today I am fixing to get on my dad's motorcylce and go to wilderado to see a stupid show that my dad wants to see. It's some sort of market where they can buy stuff for their side job. Did I ever tell you that my parents sell knives on the weekends. That's no their main jobs. but, they do it sort of as a hobby to have something to do on the weekends. So, I'm going with him to do that. Then, I'm going to have some wing stop with the whole family. And then about 8 I'm meeting some friends at rubies for desserts and drinks. Then we're heading to Grams to party hearty!!!
Yes, I lived threw the tornado. We could see it from the camp. It was really scary. We had to fix all the campers into one bathroom and sing over the hail noses. We got grapefruit size hail. My car miraculacely didn't get a ton of damage. But, other councelers lost their windshields. My sister's fiancee's truck was totaled by hail. Man it was bad. Our glassed in garden room in our house was busted out. The shopin our backyard lost all of the glass. It was just a rough storm. But, we're suppost to get rain all week. Everyone is hoping that we're done with the tornado's for the year. It's weird to look out and see one just a little ways away.
Well, I miss you all. But, call. I'll be home til Sun. Later Taters.
:: Abby 7:10 AM [+] ::
:: Saturday, June 19, 2004 ::
Hey guys and gals.
How are you doing today? I'm good. I am on my 12 our break from Camp Kiwanas. Yes, we only get 12 hours off a week now.... even though our contracts promise us a full weekend. Yes... we're all so very glad we work out there. hahaha
Well, it's not so bad. My girls this week were good. The pitched their own tents, cooked over a fire, learned trail building, survival safety. We got really dirty. And we weathered a storm a lake green belt.
As a result of the storm, I came down with bronchitous and tonselitous. But, they let me go to the doc. two days ago and I got meds. So, I'm starting to feel better.
I think that things are actually starting to look up at the camp. I mean, the staff is getting use to each other. The girls seem to be doing better. And I'm getting use to sleeping outside. Not bad over all.
Dad is doing good. We're throwing him his father's day stuff today since I'm home. I bought him a new tackel box because my sister's fiancee broke his. Then I head abck at 10 tonight. To all my friends. I miss hanging out with you. I'm sorry if I haven't been around much or called you. I promise when camps over you'll hear from me more.
I'm leaving a message for each of my friends in hopes that you read this:
Lacee Rowe: Hope summer classes are going well. You're a great RA. Remember that. I am so glad that you got your singing audition. You're going to knock em dead!
DJ: Sorry I didn't call you back today, I couldn't have gone to lunch because I have been so sick. But, thanks for calling. Maybe next weekend. I have a friend of mine that I want to introduce you to anyway.
Sera: Thank you so so so so so so much for taking care of my RP for me while I am gone during the week. I was stressing over that. But, I can't believe that no finished the challenge this week. Hmmmm.
Rie: Miss you. Can't wait til Feb when I move to Cali. Talk to you soon.
Jake: I am so glad that I am getting the chance to get to know you. You seem like an awsume guy. Hope to hear from you soon. Break a leg on Death of a Sales Man.
Kay: Tarneth will hatch in the Rp next weekend. I promise. Just haven't had time until now. Stay funny! You crack me up!
:: Abby 3:01 PM [+] ::
:: Saturday, June 12, 2004 ::
Mood=Tire but Good
Hey Guys,
Well, I've just had an extremely long week.It's been fun, but God know I needed my 12 hour break. But, next week I have the older kids, so it should be better. I'm taking them camping. We're going to teach them how to pitch tents. They're going to cook all meals over a fire.
On a personal note, I'm learning to function on no sleep. Those "darlings* ( sarcasm is great) wouldn't sleep at all! I bet I got 4 hours of sleep all week. They were either home sick or scard of the dark... or something. I knew how to deal with it. I helped them. But, it does leave me feeling so sleepy.
Also, Dad is doing well this week. I'm proud of him. He didn't have chest pains this week. that's always an improvement. I'm also endlessly glad that I dont' have to see my sister's rude fiancee this weekend. Okay, that was testy and rude. I appologize. I'm just tired. I'll get in a better mood and post again. You guys have a wonderful week. talk to you soon.
:: Abby 6:22 PM [+] ::
:: Saturday, June 05, 2004 ::
Mood=Lonely/Content
It's been storming for the past two nights. I love rain. But, I could due without the lighting a heavy wind gusts. LOL. I didn't do much today. I slept kind of late. Then, I went to Barns and Noble and bought some new Manga. (( the latest pet shop)) and then I went to see the prince and me. There were all these happy couples making out all around me. I just wanted to chunk pennies at them. LOL. But, Sera wasn't with me so I didn't. LOL. I wouldn't really have anyway. But, it's kind of funny to think about huh. But, seriously. Movies like are sappy, but it makes me think. I'm 22. ALmost 23 this month. Everyone I know is married with kids. While I am definately not sad that I don't have kids. It does make me a bit sad that I still am going to the movies by myself. But, that's okay too. I don't know why I love movies that make me feel this way. I guess I really am just a silly girl at heart. LOL Have a great night guys. Talk to you later.
:: Abby 7:22 PM [+] ::
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